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  His eyes widened. “That is not Vree!”

  Darkwind gave his father a brief version of the rescue. “Hyllarr needs quiet, and someone to care for him, Father.

  He’s in a lot of pain. I don’t have the time to coax him to eat or keep an eye on that injury - and Kethra’s a Healer, I thought she might be able to help him a little.”

  Hyllarr chose just that moment to raise his head and look directly into the elder Hawkbrother’s eyes. :Hurts,: he said plaintively. :Oh, huuuuurts.:

  Darkwind suspected that he himself might have worn that stunned expression a time or two. The first time Vree spoke directly into his mind, perhaps. But it was more than he had expected to see it on Starblade’s face.

  It was only there for a moment; then it was replaced by concern and something else. A fierce protectiveness - and the unmistakable look of the bondmate for his bird. “Bring him up,” Starblade ordered, turning to go back inside.

  Darkwind struggled up the stairs as best he could with the weight of the bird on his shoulders, overbalancing him. He managed to make it to the door of the ekele without mishap, but he had a feeling that the next time Hyllarr went from ground to door, it would be under his own power. Starblade was not going to be up to carrying Hyllarr any time in the near future.

  One of the hertasi squeezed by him as he moved inside, and Kethra met him at the door itself. He tensed himself for her disapproval, for Starblade was moving about the room, putting things aside, readying a corner of the place for the “invalid.” But her eyes were twinkling as she asked, “Will he let me touch him?”

  “Yes, I think so,” Darkwind replied, and as Kethra placed a gentle hand on the hawk-eagle’s breast-feathers, she leaned in to whisper in Darkwind’s ear.

  “You just gave him the best medicine he could have had,” she said softly, “Something to think about beside himself. Something stronger and prouder than he was, that is hurt as badly and needs as much help. Thank you.”

  He flushed, and was glad that it wasn’t visible in the darkness of the room.

  “He has a cracked keel and wishbone, ke’chara,” Kethra said to Starblade, who had taken spare cushions from beneath the sand pan all Tayledras kept under their birds’ perches, and in the case of Starblade’s ekele, for guests’ bondbirds. “He must be in tremendous pain. It will take a great deal of care for him to fly again.”

  “He’ll have it, never fear,” Starblade said, with some of his old strength. “You brought him to the right place, son.”

  His eyes met Darkwind’s and once again Darkwind flushed, but this time with pleasure. Starblade actually smiled with no signs of pain, age, or fatigue. Darkwind’s heart leapt. That was his father!

  Before he could say anything, the hertasi returned, with two of his fellows. Two of them bore bags of sand for the tray; the third had an enormous block-perch, as tall as the lizard, and very nearly as heavy. The perch went into the tray, and the other two hertasi poured their bags of clean sand all around it, filling it and covering the base of the perch for added stability. Kethra stood aside and watched it all, a calculating but caring expression on her face, curling a length of hair between her fingers.

  Darkwind took Hyllarr over to his new perch; the bird made a great show of stepping painfully onto it, but once there, settled in with a sigh; a sigh that Darkwind echoed, as the weight left him. He put a hand to his shoulder and massaged it as he headed toward the exit; Kethra nodded to him with approval.

  Starblade took his place beside the perch. The look of rapt attention on his father’s face was all Darkwind could have hoped for, and the look of bliss in the bird’s eyes as Starblade gently stroked under his breast-feathers was very nearly its match.

  Chapter Fifteen

  His partner and her Companion had waited below while he presented Starblade with his new partner. “Well?” Elspeth asked as soon as he got within whispering distance, her face full of pent-up inquiry.

  “It worked beautifully,” Darkwind told her. He permitted himself a moment of self-congratulation and a brief embrace, then gestured for her to follow so that there would be no chance of Starblade overhearing them. “He’s already up out of bed and fussing around Hyllarr - it’s a definite match. I don’t think either of them have any idea how well they mesh, but I’ve seen a hundred bondings and this is one of the best.”

  “Is Hyllarr going to heal up all right?” she asked, dubiously.

  He shrugged. “As long as he isn’t in pain, it doesn’t really matter how completely he heals. Even if the bird never flies again, it won’t make any real difference to Father. Starblade isn’t a scout; he doesn’t need a particularly mobile bondbird. Hyllarr will be able to get by quite well with the kind of short flights a permanently injured bird can manage.”

  Elspeth considered that. Gwena nodded. :I see. Injuries that would doom a free bird wouldn‘t matter to one that is never likely to leave the Vale. It is relief of pain that matters, not mobility.:

  He chuckled his agreement. “In fact, I remember one of the mages from my childhood who had a broken-winged crow that couldn’t fly at all, and walked all over the Vale. If it came to it, Hyllarr could do the same. And be just as pampered.”

  Gwena snorted delicately. :That makes an amusing picture; Starblade with the bird following him afoot or, more likely, carried by a hertasi. Well, Hyllarr isn‘t going to get fat if he finds himself walking. I doubt that anyone as frail as your father is right now could carry that great hulk.:

  “I couldn’t carry him for long,” Darkwind admitted. “I have no idea how scouts bonded to hawk-eagles manage. I thought my shoulders were going to collapse.”

  “The important thing is Starblade,” Elspeth pointed out, “and it sounds like having Hyllarr around is going to make the difference for him.”

  Darkwind nodded, and then the insistent demands of his stomach reminded him that they were both long overdue for a meal.

  Both? No, all. Surely Gwena was just as ravenous.

  Unless she and Elspeth, too, were suffering from something that often happened with young mages; where the body was so unused to carrying the energies of magic that basic needs like hunger and thirst were ignored until the mage collapsed. Just as the impetus of fear or anger made the body override hunger and thirst, so did the use of magic - at least until the mage learned to compensate and the body grew used to the energies and no longer confused them.

  “If you two aren’t hungry, you should be,” he told them. “Elspeth, I warned you about that happening, but I don’t think I told Gwena; it never occurred to me that she might be susceptible.”

  Gwena paused, her eyes soft and thoughtful for a moment. :I should be starving. Hmm. I think I shall find a hertasi, and have a good grain ration. If you‘II excuse me?:

  With a bow of her head, she trotted up the trail, leaving them alone.

  “A wise lady,” he observed. “Let’s drop by Iceshadow’s ekele long enough to give him the good news from k’Treva, and then take this conversation to somewhere there’s food for us.’

  Elspeth grinned. “I think I’m used to magic enough now because my stomach is wrapping around my backbone and complaining bitterly. Let’s go!”

  Iceshadow was overjoyed at the good news from k’Treva and almost as pleased with the news about Starblade. They left him full of plans to inform the rest of the mages, and with unspoken agreement, reversed their course, back to the mouth of the Vale.

  There were “kitchens” on the way, but somehow, that “somewhere” wound up being Darkwind’s ekele, where his hertasi had left a warm meal waiting. The hertasi information network was amazing; word must have gotten around the moment they’d crossed into the Vale. Before them were crisp finger vegetables and small, broiled gamehens; bread and cheese, fruit, and hot chava with beaten cream for two for desert. Darkwind dearly loved chava, a hot, sweet drink with a rich taste like nothing else in the world. Sometimes the hertasi could be coaxed into making a kind of thick cookie with chava, and the two together were
enough to put any sweet lover into spasms of ecstasy.

  And while he had a moment of suspicion over the fact that the hertasi had left food and drink for two, he had to admit that they had done so before. And given his past, perhaps the preparation was not unwarranted. Until Elspeth had entered his life, he had certainly eaten and slept in company more often than not. This was a lovers’ meal, though. And they knew very well that he had not had any lovers since they had begun serving him. Was this an expression of hope on their part? Or something else?

  Well, the chava could be used as bait to tempt Elspeth into his bed, that was certain. He knew any number of folk who would do astonishing things for - even with - the reward of chava.

  It was Elspeth’s first encounter with chava, and Darkwind took great glee in her expression of bliss the moment she tasted it. Once again, another devotee was created. They took their mugs over to the pile of cushions in the corner that served as seating and lounging area.

  “You look just like Hyllarr when Starblade started scratching him,” he told her, chuckling. “All half-closed eyes and about to fall over with pleasure.”

  “No doubt,” she replied, easing back against the cushions with the mug cradled carefully in her hand, so as not to spill a single drop. “Complete with raptorial beak, predator’s eyes, and unruly crest.”

  She spoke lightly, but Darkwind sensed hurt beneath the words. That was the same hurt he had sensed when she spoke of being afraid that most men were interested only in her rank, not in her. “Why do you say that?” he asked.

  She snorted, and shook her head. “Darkwind, I thought we were going to be honest with each other. I’ve mentioned this before, I know I have. Can you honestly say that I am not as plain as a board?”

  He studied her carefully before he answered; the spare, sculptured face, the expressive eyes, the athletic figure, none of which were set off to advantage by unadorned, white, plain-edged clothing - or, for that matter, the drab scout gear she wore now. The thick, dark hair - which he had never see styled into anything other than an untamed tumble or pulled back into a tail. “I think,” he replied, after a moment, “that you have been doing yourself a disservice in the way you dress. With your white uniform washing out your color and no ornaments, you look very functional, certainly quite competent and efficient, but severe.”

  “What I said: plain as a board.” She sipped her chava, hiding her face in her cup. “I like the colored things the hertasi have been leaving out for me, but they don’t make much difference that I can see.”

  “No,” he corrected. “Not ‘plain as a board.’ Improperly adorned. Scout gear is still too severe to display you properly. You should try mage-robes. Mages need not consider impediments such as strolls through bramble tangles.”

  Many Tayledras costumes were suited to either sex; Elspeth, with her lean figure, would not distort the lines of some of his own clothing. There were a number of costumes he had designed and made, long ago, that he had never worn, or worn only once or twice. When Songwind became Darkwind, and the mage became the scout, those outfits had been put away in storage as inappropriate to the scout’s life. They were memories that could be hidden.

  And, truthfully, he had not wanted to see them again. They belonged to someone else, another life, another time. Their cheerful colors had been ill-suited to his grief and his anger. He had not, in fact, even worn them now that he was a mage again and in the Vale, though he had brought them out of storage, with the vague notion that he might want them.

  They were here, now, in this new ekele, in chests in one of the upper rooms. He studied her for a moment, considering which of those half-remembered robes would suit her best.

  The ruby-firebird first, he decided. The amber silk, the peacock-blue, the sapphire, and the emerald. Perhaps the tawny shirt and fawn breeches - no, too light, they will wash her out. Hmm. I should go and see what is there; I can’t recall the half of them.

  “Wait here,” he said, and before she could answer, ran up the ladderlike stair to the storage room at the top of the ekele.

  Maybe the tawny with a black high-necked undergarment for contrast. . . .

  He returned with his arms full of clothing; robes and half-robes, shirts and flowing breeches in the Shin’a’in style, vests and wrap-shirts, all in jewel-bright colors, made of soft silks and supple leathers, and scented with the cedar of the chests. Light clothing, all of it, made for the gentle warmth of the Vale. There were other mage-robes, heavier, made to be worn outside the Vale, but none of those were as extravagant as these outfits. Tayledras mages did not advertise their powers in outrageous costumes when outside the confines of their homes, unless meeting someone they knew, or knew would be impressed.

  “Here - ” he said, shaking out the ruby-colored silk half-robe and matching Shin’a’in breeches, cut as full as a skirt, and bound at the ankles with ribbon ties. The half-robe had huge, winglike sleeves with scalloped edges, and an asymmetric hem. “Try this one on, while I find some hair ornaments.”

  She stared at him, at the clothing, and back again, as if he had gone quite mad. “But - ”

  He grinned at her. “Indulge me. This is my art, if you will, and it has been long since I was able to spare a moment for it. Go on, go on - if you’re modest, there’s a screen over there you can stand behind to dress.”

  He turned to his collection of feathers and beads, crystals and silver chains, all hung like the works of art they were, on the walls. By the hertasi, of course; when he’d lived outside the Vale he’d had no time to sort through the things and hang them up properly. They winked and gleamed in the light from his lamps and candles as he considered them. Some of them he had made, but most had been created by other Tayledras. Most of them, sadly, were either dead or with the exiles. But the delicate works of their hands remained, to remind him that not every hour need be spent in war and defense.

  After a moment he heard Elspeth rise and take the clothing behind the screen; heard cloth sliding against cloth and flesh as she undressed, then the softer, hissing sounds of silk against that same flesh. He closed his eyes for a moment, reflecting on how good it felt to be doing this again-after all that had happened, that there was still a skill he could use without thought of what it meant tactically.

  A moment later, she slipped from behind the screen, and he heard her bare footfalls against the boards of the ekele floor. “I hope I have this stuif on right,” she said dubiously, as he selected three strands of hair ornaments from among those on the wall.

  He turned, his hands full of beaded firebird feathers, and smiled with pleasure at the sight of her.

  She made a sour face, and twisted awkwardly. “I look that silly, do I?”

  “On the contrary, you look wonderful.” She pursed her lips, then smiled reluctantly. He admired her for a moment; as he had thought, the variegated, rich rubies and wines of the half-robe heightened her otherwise dull coloring. With her face tanned by the wind and sun, and her dark brown hair, without the help of color reflected up from her clothing, it was no surprise that she thought herself plain. But now, she glowed, and her hair picked up auburn highlights from the ruby-red silks. And with her hair braided and ornamented instead of being simply pulled back from her face -

  She is going to look magnificent when her hair turns white, he thought admiringly. But now - no, this severe style is not going to work. Color’s a bit too strong. It looks wrong now.

  Before she could move, or even protest, he had his hands buried in her hair, braiding the beaded cords of feathers into one side. Then he created a browband with another cord, pulling some of the rest of her hair with it across her forehead to join the braid on the other side. It didn’t take long; her hair was ridiculously short by mage-standards, and even many of the scouts wore theirs far longer than hers. But when released from that severe tail, it had a soft, gentle wave that went well with the braids and beaded feathers.

  “There,” he said, turning her to face the mirror that had been left covered
, as was customary, with an embroidered cloth. He whisked the cloth away, revealing her new image to her eyes. “I defy you to call yourself plain now.”

  Her mouth formed into a silent “Oh,” of surprise as she stared at the exotic stranger in the mirror. She flushed, then paled, then flushed again, and her whole posture relaxed and softened.

  “I would give a great deal to see you appear in your Court dressed this way,” he said, a little smugly. He was rather proud of the way she looked in his handiwork. Better than he had imagined, in fact. “I think that you would set entirely new fashions.”

  She moved carefully, holding out her arms to see the fall of the sleeves, twirling to watch the material slip about her legs and hips, her eyes sparkling with unexpected pleasure. “I had no idea. The last time I wore anything like this, it was for Talia’s wedding. I was a cute little girl, but, well, cuteness wears off. I never thought I could look like this.” She shook her head, her eyes still riveted to the mirror. “I thought that the clothing the hertasi had been leaving for me was nice, but compared to this - ”

  “Scout’s clothing, it was, really,” he said, with a shrug. “Quite as practical as your Herald uniforms. Mages tend to prefer more fanciful garb, and certainly more comfortable. These are for delight. Showing off. Dancing. Display, as our birds do, for the sheer joy of doing so, or for - ” Before she could respond to that, he had picked out a full robe in monochrome intensities of vivid blue. “Come,” he said, coaxingly. “Let us try another. I wish to see you in all of these.”

  “Me? What about you?”

  “What about me?” he repeated, puzzled. “What have I to do with this?”

  “You’re a mage, aren’t you? And aren’t these your costumes?” She folded her arms stubbornly across her chest. “I’d like to see what you look like in these things!”